Again! I admit it! School absorbs me. Finally I am off class and will not be back in the classroom next semester. I am going to try and spend more time on my blog and my creativity. The last semester in school taught me something very valuable. I need to create. I hate getting lost. That is how it felt. Sixteen weeks of NO and I mean NO creativity. It almost killed me. I was sad, depressed angry and just not happy. I began to obsess over my grades and overall became consumed. I don't like that side of me.
Tonight I am awake. It is 1:35am and I am writing this post and not sleeping. I started zenthangling a few hours ago and I had some realizations. I need to create. It really is a part of my make-up. Some kind of creativity... scrapbooking, writing, quilting, crocheting (which I am still terrible at), drawing, painting, zenthangling or something else I must create to be happy. It is a nice place when one discovers and admits the importance of creating. I did tonight. I long for it.
For weeks I studied and suffered. I love school. I love learning, but I need to create. Did I say that already? Hear me my fellow creative souls, don't stop. It will eat away at you. It is okay to want to create something beautiful. A pretty scrapbook layout, a lovely story, a carefully planned quilt.. it is a part of you. I for one appreciate the beauty that you make. Don't stop, life will forever attempt to get in the way of the creative process, promise yourself heck promise me you will find balance and continue to make the whispering of your spirit! Your talents are valuable and perfect!
This is what I love about Zenthangling, it allows you to just create and think.
Keep creating friends!